What are you doing?

“The greatest terror a child can have is that he is not loved, and rejection is the hell he fears. I think everyone in the world to a large or small extent has felt rejection, and with the crime, guilt – and there is the story of mankind. One child, refused the love he craves, kicks the cat and hides his secret guilt; and a third conquers the world – and always the guilt and revenge and more guilt.”
– John Steinbeck